A rather speculative , comprehensive but not quite an exhaustive a topic to talk about one would argue, none the less a question asked is one that a gentleman should but answer. So i shall do my deed, knowing ones true self is something most of our kind think we know but the truth being many among us dont. why ? Because life is so scaringly based on another's views of you as a person, stereotyping and self denial, that the true essence of you as a person is lost admist all the confusion.
Me, I am a vehement student to the concept of thought, an idea that is available to all mankind though ironically and rather shamelessly avoided in many an instance that one may put to question.
We all have our distinct refine in one way or the other, to me my refine lies in thought. LIFE to me is a JOURNEY i started with BIRTH, THOUGHT and MEMORIES being my companions, DEATH being the DESTINATION and the AFTERLIFE being my GOAL. In many ways i'm SYNONYMOUS to a traveller, I stand atop the MOUNTAIN of life and let the WINDS of TIME carress my face and the RAYS of HOPE from the sun drive me to my destiny.
Every TRUTH in life lies in singularity, something as simple and unique as a point, the truth my dear friend must be faced there is no two there is just one. And so dawns to reason as printed on an almost eeringly scary scale within many a history book that it is such individuals who have seen the truth in singularity, it is they who have ALWAYS laid the iron fist of doctrine onto humanity and RULED over another.
EINSTEIN's unfinished work on unified field theory lays proof of it all in science. And so it is we who must face it or ridicule it but the truth my friend is a constant IT WILL NOT CHANGE.
ONE GOD, ONE STATE, ONE RACE, ONE UNIVERSE and over ALL ONE FORCE. For i implore you to look back into the past, for it is but a brief moment of explosion that started it all "THE BIG BANG" ( no, not the other kind of BANG and yes i saw that coming ).
Faith, belief and authority are my kin, for they drive me all the way, the traveller that i am, i shalt not stay constant i shall vary in time but the three elements in refference above shall always be in constant within me.
And as i travel i touch fellow beings and hope to cultivate in me the learning, the grace and the tolerance to co-exsist in harmony for life is but a cycle, a wheel of events that are constantly on the run. If you find grace and understanding to be a weakness in another, i shall bequeath you to think otherwise for with the same tongue and the hands, one may also advocate slander and hatred.
Ultimately, shadows and dust we are, from the dust we came to it we shall return. Sadly, we cannot lay command over how we meet that end but one may do justice to the meaning of the word "exsistence" by learning to appreciate and savour THOUGHT and KNOWLEDGE. Respect is yet another key ingredient in this circle of karma as one may aptly term it, you give it and you expect to take it, if not you PLEAD for it then ONE may DEMAND it ! A humble notice to the subject would suggest that one may not tread into the LATTER stages for it is injurious to one's exsistence.
History has always REPEATED itself in one form or the other, the teachings of a day gone by are in plain notice, Men of HONOUR have ruled and shaped the corner stones of HUMANITY, with voices that ECHO through generations yet to come, to some they may be tyrrants to me THEY are HEROES. As we come back to the ultimate reality, history has always been shaped my one man at a time commanding thousands to his will. Having made point of which i again come back to the ONE SINGLE TRUTH, THE TRUTH OF ONE !!
My quote : "TO A MEAGER FEW IM A CONFIDANTE, TO SOME IM A FRIEND BUT TO MANY I WOULD BUT BE JUST A MEMORY !" Create your own visitor map!
Interests
Interests aka PASSIONS :
L-I-F-E, simple yet complex, unique yet diverse, painful yet soothing, IRONIC ? Most definitely. Life is my passion for i am but a wanderer, i travel in search of an ideal that shall be realised with time, and with time i shall know my purpose of being and mature to it. DREAMS OF STANDING ON TOP OF A MOUNTAIN WITH MY HANDS STRETCHED OUT YEARNING FOR FREEDOM, RUNNING THROUGH GREEN MEADOWS AS FAR AS THE EYE CAN SEE,DANCING IN THE RAIN LIKE NO ONE IS WATCHING YOU, SITTING BY THE WINDOW SILL WHILE MY FEET GRAZE THE COLD FLOOR BELOW AND LOOKING DEEP INTO THE SPACES BEYOND ON A STARLIT NIGHT, DIVING INTO THE PRESTINE BLUE WATERS OF A BEACH. My PASSIONS, MY LIFE.
MY ROLE MODELS : ( Yeah i have quite a few ) Alexander the Great ( Macedonian ) Attila the Hun ( Huns ) Julius Ceaser ( Rome ) Genghis Khan ( Mongols ) Vlad Dracula ( Romania ) Joseph Stalin ( Russia ) Vladmir Lenin ( Russia ) Che-guevera ( Chile ) Adolf Hitler ( Germany ) Different men , Different nationalities , Different Habits > The very Same IDEALS !!
Favorite Music
Pink Floyd : Learning to fly , Coming back to life ( album : pulse ). Evanescense : My Immortal . James Blunt : Cry, Goodbye My Lover . Enigma : All their tracks :p . Sean Paul : All o his tracks ( double :p ) . Limp Bizkit : Behind Blue Eyes , Choclate Star Fish N Hot Dog Flavoured Wata .
Need more ???? ;) ( winky , winky ) Ohh arent you a lil darling ... well quite frankly me lassy i couldnt care less for it ( lol .. not you baby ...mwaaahhh ) So ILL LEAVE U WANTING FOR MORE THEN .. !!
Favorite Music Video
MY IMMORTAL by Evanescense ( hope i've got their name spelt right in ere .... arrgghh ye matey ... like i even care a piss about it ). :p
Favorite Movies
Dont even get me started on this topic here but i'll give u a sneak peek on the rather encouraging idea of the same :: Lord of War, Gladiator, Behind enemy lines ... i think you got the drift by now in case u havent ( omg !! :p ) ... You would either be a retard or a person insanely numb in the grey zone aka your brain .... :p
Favorite TV Shows
FRIENDS .. well thats about as much as you'd get from me lassy because when you ask me this you should realise the bare naked truth that, if i have the REMOTE channels keep twitching by the second .. :p
Favorite Books
MEIN KAMPF by Adolf Hitler, The doctorines and ideolegies of a MARXIST REGIME and basically any literature relating to the past in human history and associated with events of the past . As you might have noticed ( if you have taken the time and the PRIVILEGE OF EXTENSIVE REASEARCH ON THE SAME ) History has a rather queer way of repeating itself ..SO ID SAY IM MORE PREPARED FOR THE FUTURE THAN YOU ARE !!..
Favorite Quote
For as one great man said and i quote " It is ones doing and his compassion to understand and assimilate that maketh him a man, not his impudence and scoff for to be a true master of the sword one has to first master the mind" -Julius Ceaser after his conquest of Gaul. ps : He was commenting to the fact as to why, The Gauls ( considered barbarians ) needed to be conquered and most importantly why they were worth HIS time and effort in doing so .
This is the best expression of feelings and emotions i could find in a song so here it is for you .... you know who u are...if u r looking at this i hope it makes u smile and feel warm inside wherever u r ...
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Look at the stars Look how they shine for you And everything you do Yeah, they were all yellow
I came along I wrote a song for you And all the things you do And it was called yellow
So then I took my turn Oh what a thing to have done And it was all yellow
Your skin, oh yeah your skin and bones Turn into something beautiful D'you know? You know I love you so You know I love you so
I swam across I jumped across for you Oh what a thing to do 'Cos you were all yellow
I drew a line I drew a line for you Oh what a thing to do And it was all yellow
And your skin, oh yeah your skin and bones Turn into something beautiful D'you know? For you I bleed myself dry For you I bleed myself dry
It's true Look how they shine for you Look how they shine for you Look how they shine for you Look how they shine for you Look how they shine for you Look how they shine
Look at the stars Look how they shine for you And all the things that you do
I love this guy from the first time i talked to him.... he thought me a very important thing..... to love. He doesnt know that he saved me to a situation that i will regret for the rest of my life. Im saved by my love to him. that i thought hes the man for me but he doesnt believed on that but i believed and it will remain til ill meet him..... that he is the one for me. I will tell the story on the next page.
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